so.. ehm...
right now.. I have so many emotions and they're fighting.
over what I should and should't do.
even god don't know what to do
getting worried for someone I need
and its making me feel the feelin' of two thousand birds screamin in my head.
I just wanna scream out loud

how hard this is for me

and how much I need Him

To know what's been happening to this crazy world of ours
To know that maybe death is waithing around the corner

all this is just making me confused.
well.. maybe.. one thing is sure
my head is full of shit
and it's needed to get rid of
♣